I've been wondering if being lonely for once would be such a bad thing. I think I'm just freaking out. I had an engagement ring chat this weekend - diamonds, or white sapphire? - and I don't know where I am right now. I want to go through with it. But, there's so much I still haven't done. Not that I couldn't do it if it happened. Could it?
My mother keeps asking me if I'm happy. My sister is going to my city for an interview for a job this weekend. I've given up on Africa, and just about given up on my city, but the thought of her having it is just...just a little too much. One minute I'm sure I should just go for it, and the next minute I think that I can't leave the life I have now.
I almost wish I had someone to make decisions for me.
And I'm So Sad, Like A Good Book I Can't Put This Day Back
Monday, December 1, 2008
Posted by Anonymously Waiting at 1:34 PM
2 comments:
Well damn, those are some pretty big decisions you have to make. Even if you make the right decision you might still regret it, there is no real win win, I think. Life is about compromise. I wasn't willing to bend, hence why I am still single.
What Karp said. Sounds like you aren't quite ready for that huge step yet. But, what do I know? :) Hope everything turns out well for you!
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